dying embers under the ashes

With a call to missions in 1996 and a reassurance in 2004, the Congo River and Kisangani as mission field stands firm in my heart. The work done between 2004 and 2014 must be followed up. The effort to broaden mission awareness and mobilization in sending environments versus getting back to blow again upon dying embers of faith and deep rural discouragement in isolated villages must now be decided. Do I go just in faith or as one sent according to the example of Jesus and the exemplary obedience of the Congregation of Acts?